Thoughts of a loved one<3 ]Open[

[violetwildflower]

Violet waded through the knee-high waters. Thinking about Rowan. Oh, she needed to speak to him, tell him that they were just friends. And she was fine with that. Or, at least she thought. The longer she thought about the more she wanted to speak to him. She liked him, but he couldn't like her. Come on! How could someone like him, like her? It seemed like an impossible problem. If they become more than just friends, they might lose everything they ever had together. But being friends might just not cut it for Violet.

Rowan. Was he the one? Was he her soul mate? Or was he actually just a friend? No matter how much she asked herself the answer never came. When Violet was around Rowan, a completeness feel flew around her heart. She felt happier than ever before with him. They seemed to know each other like they were friends in a previous life. All the guilt of leaving her humans seemed to disappear as Rowan was around her.

Oh, why does love have to be so complicated? Why?

Violet returned to the shore and shook herself dry.

She felt like she needed Rowan. Like they were MEANT to be together. But, NO she told herself, she shouldn't get worked up over nothing but a fairytale. Rowan and her were just friends.... good friends... Ok fine maybe SHE was meant to be with him, but HE was sure not meant to be with her. No they were NOT meant to be together. Uncontrollably, she felt a small tear trickle through her fur. What? Did she actually love him? She couldn't reach down deep enough into her heart to realize if she did or not. A wall she had built over time to hide her emotion stopped her from knowing anything about herself. She needed to look past that wall. She needed to look past that big wall. To realize her love. She looked into her reflection. Could she imagine this cat in the water with Rowan..... She didn't know.


Oh stupid wall!"

[Twilight Spitfire]

Pink pads carried a very fit calico tom as he made his way down to Thorton Stream for a light drink. Man was he thristy. 'This place is nice, I wish I'd found this place a long time ago... I wish Whiskers could have taken me here.' He sighed softly, if that had happened then he wouldn't have had to live with that abusive family. He wince remembering the pain. One thing he knew for sure was, if he wasn't born with a tail at birth it surely would have been chopped off at that house. Shuddering at the though the bobbed tail tom jumped down from a couple rocks and landed in the waters of the Thorton Stream. Shivers ran down his spine, the water was cold, but he liked it that way. Leaning down the tom leaped up water into his mouth with his catty tongue. Once drinking his fill he licked his lips several times, satisfied.

It wasn't before long that Emerald green orbs landed on a orange splotched female a little bit aways. Twilight enjoyed others company and she seemed troubled for some reason. Curiously the calico tom trotted along the rocky bank of the Thorton Stream until he was within hearing distance of the female. "Evening." He meowed to her, with a friendly smile. He did not want to startle her and or fighten her. His body language showed he wasn't any threat and just wished to conversat with her.

Settling himself down near her, his whiskers twitched slightly, he could seem the fishy smell of fish in the stream. His stomach rumbled lowly. 'Man, I could use a bite to eat.' He thought sighing softly, licking his lips, ignoring his hunger. "Are you alright miss? You seem a little distant, lost in thoughts?" He questioned the female before him, tilting his head slightly. It was a bit troublesome to him knowing someone else was troubled. However, no matter how much he'd let others open up to him, he wouldn't let anyone inside his own heart, like this female before him, he had a strong wall around his heart.

[violetwildflower]

Glancing down the stream, Violet spotted a calico tom. Pretending that she hadn't noticed him, she continued thinking about Rowan. Well, there was always a first for everything, and this was her first love. No, Violet told herself, her first friend that just so happened to be male. Violet stared deep into the riverbed at the fish. Oh, Why couldn't she have a life like that. No worries, no problems. Just, eat and sleep, a worry free life. Letting out a sigh, Violet noted that the tom was coming over to her. "Evening" Violet said, no where near as friendly as usual. Violet smiled at him and went back to thinking. If only there was one way to take down the wall. But then she realized, as it took time to build it, it would take time to take in down.

"Uhhhhhhhhhg" Violet smacked her fist down into the water, scaring all the fish away. And as she realized after, also splashing the calico tom. "Sorry" moaned violet, hanging her head low.
She could feel the toms eyes looking into hers. Ignoring him, she suddenly couldn't take it any more.

"There's this tom cat, Rowan, and I don't know if I love him, I mean, I think I love him. Because every time I'm around him, all my worries go away, I just feel perfect. And I try to look into me, But, there's this, this... wall around my heart, It blocks me from knowing my emotions. Like he might be the one, but, if I tell him that I like him, I could potentially destroy our friendship forever. I mean, I think were just friends, I mean maybe I feel better when I'm around him because were good friends, or maybe because I'm his... soul mate. And that brings me to another thing. Do-do you believe in soul mates? I don't know, I haven't seen him in a while, and I feel really, empty. I know how cheesy this is going to sound, but, he..... completes me. But never mind, he probably doesn't like me, so, it doesn't matter."

Violet gasped, she had just poured all of her heart out (all that wasn't behind the wall) to a complete stranger. Wow, she really did need to talk to Rowan. To straighten things out. She needed to. "I'm sorry" Violet whispered. Out of all of the embarrassing thing she had done. This was by far the worst. She made sure not to make eye contact with the tom. She just stared into the forest, still thinking of Rowan.

[Twilight Spitfire]

Being evenly greeted by the she-cat the tom couldn't help but smile at her distraught figure as she looked very distant and lost in thought. No doubt, she was very troubled with something, or by someone. Seemingly she did not hear his question he asked her but he felt it'd be rude to ask again for he didn't know this she-cat and she did not know him. He didn't expect her to pour her heart out to him and tell him all that was troubling her. Nothing troubled this tom more than a female troubled, oh no! He had such a soft spot for other she-cats and kittens yes very much. He longed to have kittens of his own one day, he just needed to find the right she-cat to be the bearier of his litter, and his mate for hopefully the rest of their lives.

Twilight was suddenly shocked out of his short thoughts when cold water splashed upon his mixed colored form. "Ah...!" He mewed surprised by the sudden coldness of the wet water seeping past his fur and onto his pale pink skin. Shiver, the tom went straight to licking his fur grooming away the water with his rough dry tongue. "Ah, it's quiet alright." He chuckled good manneredly as she apologied to him. He wasn't quite expecting a bath but it was very awakening nonetheless. Once his fur was mostly dry he sighed softly and turned his green emeralds back to the she-cat with deep violet eyes, he was about to tell her his name when she strung off into a long winded confession.

Blinking several times the only emotion that Twilight's emerald orbs held at the moment was surprise. The last thing he expected from this she-cat was a confession, she had just poured her heart out to him and they didn't even know each other's name. Once over his shock, the mixed colored cat let what she had said sink in and he gave her a soft and knowing smile. Licking his lips the calico tom answered the only question she'd asked him in her long winded confression; "Yes, I do believe in soul mates." He cooled settling himself down more comfortablly along the bank of the brook. "Secondly, I think you should talk to this Rowen, tell him how you feel. There could be a good chance he feels the same way." He spoke softly and cooly like he knew what he was talking about, however love was the last thing the tom was experianced in. He'd never had a chrush on anyone--discluding Whiskers--and he'd never had a mate before.

Taking a deep, sharp breath the calico turned to look up at the sky, wisedom gleamed in his emerald orbs as he watched the clouds hover over. "Even if he doesn't feel the same way, you two sound like close enough friends that your friendship wouldn't be ruined over something so small." His orbs turned back to the she-cat's own violent ones and the tom gave a classical cat-like grin. It turned to a slightly sheepishly one as he felt almost equal embarrassed for giving her such advice when he didn't know her. "Oh, I'm Twilight by the way, Twilight Spitfire." He added with a soft meow, his small smile plasted on his thin black lips never left as he waited for the she-cat's responce.

[violetwildflower]

Violet listened to the tom trying to comfort her. Did he actually believe in soul mates, or was he just trying to make her feel better? Violet wanted to believe him, but , he was a complete stranger. Well, a complete stranger that she had poured her heart out to. Yes, and Violet did agree, she SHOULD talk to him. She could feel and urge, and urge to go and find Rowan, the urge was pulling her... but no, she couldn't just leave him. He was giving her advice, and being very nice, she couldn't just leave him.

"Thank you, thank you twilight" She felt relieved that she had finally found some to talk to about Rowan. Violet could see the genuine happiness and care in this toms eyes. He was exactly what she needed, what she needed to fix it all with Rowan. Violet smiled at twilight, "it's the least I can do in thanks" she whispered, slashing a fish and tossing it to him. It's been nice talking to you twilight" she paused, turned around and smiled at him. Now, she was going to find Rowan

[violetwildflower]

ooc: sorry its kinda short

[Twilight Spitfire]

ooc: Ah it's alright. lol

There was no awkward silence like he thought there would be between them as she answered him right away. Thank you, it was said very quickly and sternly. She was releaved and now so was Twilight. She seemed a bit better now. He smiled and nodded. "You're welcome." He mewed softly he felt slightly embarrassed and awkward he barely knew this femme yet they where talking like they've been firends forever. Licking his lips the tom slightly dazed out for a moment until a flopping fish at his paws brough him back to reality. His green orbs gazed at her and smiled. "Thanks, but it's really no problem at all." He reassured, he honestly didn't mind helping this she-cat. He dispised seeing she-cat's in distress, call him a womanizer if you would. He was just very friendly and probably got along with females better than males anyways.

Looking down at the flopping fish, Twilight pressed his paw against it so it would not flop away back into the river. His green orbs traveled to the she-cat before him. "I wish you luck." He cooled to her with a bright smile before the tom paused watching her retreating figure he chuckled. 'I didn't even get to know her name.' He thought licking his lips. 'Oh well, I hope we meet again.' He though leaning down and grabbing the fish in his mouth before retreating off else where.