Post by Raven Soulreaver on Jul 9, 2008 18:37:15 GMT -5
Name: Raven Soulreaver
Gender: Female
Date of Birth: 02:10:06
Height: 22 cm
Sexual Preference: No preference
Status: Not Spayed
Coat Color: Black
Coat Pattern: Solid
Eye Color: Silver
Fur Length: Medium - Long
Appearance Extra: Cut in right ear, four claw marks over left eye, and two claw marks on nose.
History: Born into the world from Robin and Citrus Soulreaver, Raven was a unique kitten born with a rare and very serious disorder. Schizotypal Personality Disorderor, simply schizotypal disorder, is a personality disorder that is characterized by a need for social isolation, odd behavior and thinking, and often unconventional beliefs. The schizotypal individual develops a fear of, strong objection to, or incapacity for social interaction, due to the sum of their past social experiences being negative in nature. Because of this disorder, her parents seemingly disdain her, feeling she was unworthy of their love. “She is not our child.”, “Our children do not have such disorders, she must be someone else’s.” They would say all the time to themselves, her and others. Raven was the only kitten to survive in her liter of three. Her parents blame her for their deaths, even if she was only a newborn and did not understand the meaning of life or death at the time. Raven was not their first kitten however, before her liter Citrus and Robin had a liter of two before her. One male and one female. Raven’s older siblings, Sprite and Mist.
Raven was very different from her two siblings. They where both hyper and up-beat cats, while Raven was very distant, quiet and isolated. Raven did not mind her siblings, although they where annoying she loved them. They where the only ones she could really trust. She loved her big brother, Sprite the most. He was less annoying than Mist and understood her more. You see the thing with their parents was for some reason they wanted a boy, a boy to carry on the Soulreaver name. For when you become mates the female automatically loses her last name. When Sprite was born they where so happy to have a boy to carry on the name. However rebellious as Sprite was, said he refused to carry on the Soulreaver name, either never having a mate or changing his last name to his mate’s -- hinting off he would be homosexual -- this in turn infuriated their parents.
Hoping that Raven would be a male from their liter, much to their disappointment she wasn’t and the two living males born in her liter died at birth -- thinking it was her fault they hate her more, one for being a girl, having her disorder and “killing” her siblings. Sprite always showed affection to Raven, and took care of her like a big brother should. By the time Raven reached her adolescences stage, her parents announced that they would once again be having more siblings. Raven was about a year old when her new siblings where born. Two females and one male. Finally a male, they named the three of them, Sky, Ice and Rain. Sky was their chosen one. They cherished him and wouldn’t let him play with the others, pampering him because he would carry on the family name.
One day Raven confronted her parents about how they treated her and how they treated Sky. She thought it was unright to isolate him like they had her. At lest she was able to see her siblings, but Sky wasn’t. Infuriated her parents latched out at her giving her two good claw marks on her nose. They told her to shut up and to never question their parenting again. Her mother, Robin just assumed she was jealous because Sky had the love of them she did not, and he was their chosen one. Raven told them it wasn’t true and like always they did not listen to her. Sprite told her to not even bother with it, for Sky was a lost hope, he would be consumed by their parents love and turn out to be a greedy, selfish tom. Raven, however, she did not want this for her younger sibling…
One day when Robin and Citrus went out for a while Raven noticed her brother alone, she went over to him. Asking him what was wrong he replied that he was cold. Nodding, Raven went to find him something to warm him up with. However with very little luck, so she instead decided she would use her own body to keep him warm. About to curl up next to him, Robin and Citrus came running in in a rage. Yelling at her, confused Raven could only take the verbal abuse as they had assumed Raven was trying to kill Sky. When she was only trying to warm him up. Latching out at her, Raven got four claw marks over her left eye and a tear in her right ear. Disowning her, they banished her from their family, and she was forced to leave the ally they called home…
Wandering into another part of town to an ally far from her home ally, Raven met a tom by the name of Frost. Frost Winterstorm. He was an alpha tom, the ally’s top tom. No one dared mess with him. When along came little Raven, Frost was deeply interested in her. Frost spoke to Raven and tried to understand what her problem was, smirking he told her he would offer his ally as her home on one condition. She would do whatever he told her to do. Naively agreeing, Raven become the tom’s slave-kitten. At the time she had no clue Frost was a bad tom, and would do anything to get what he wanted. Assisting him in many cases, of theft, murder and even rape, Raven became known as the Black Devil along side Frost the Frozen Assailant. When Raven reached two years of age, Frost told her he was more interested in her than an assistant. He wanted her as his mate. However when Raven refused, Frost wouldn’t take no as an answer. After raping her Frost took her to the Old Road and abandoned her…
Personality: Raven is depicted as a quiet, nearly emotionless young femme with occasional destructive behavior, such as wrecking rooms. She has difficulty expressing herself due to her disorder. Raven finds perfection so disturbing she has a compulsion to mar anything too orderly, such as trashing neat rooms, and walking through new-fallen snow. Raven is freedom-loving, Adventurous, broad-minded and idealistically. She things of reality and reality only, however because of her disorder sometimes her reality is different from actual reality. She often exaggerative and always makes things seemingly worse than they actually are, making her a little cynical as well.
Raven is also very dauntless which makes her seem like she’s very emotionless, however if you got to know her well you would find out she is very caring, sincere and actually quiet shy. However because she is dauntless and doesn’t no how to express her emotions properly she nearly emotionless to others. Intelligent, Raven is also very knowledgeable and can figure out things very easily. She also quiet enjoys using her brain, it keeps her busy. For she becomes rather depressed or paranoid when alone with her cynical thoughts. She often searches for problems to fix or makes up logical situations in her head to solve. In turn because she is so knowledgeable and intelligent one can also say she is tactless.
Raven has a hard time opening up to people or socializing because of her disorder. However she is afraid of being alone, so will likely join a pack but will hardly very speak unless spoken to or makes little attempt of making friends unless someone tries to understand her or befriend her. Raven is really a sweet femme who is just misunderstood and has a couple issues and just wants to be understood and loved like others do too.
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