Post by Stellar Snowpaw on Oct 18, 2008 13:57:43 GMT -5
• Taro Dewleaf + + + "She's really nice. I was covered in mud and dirt and she helped me get clean. She hunted for me, and helped me get well from the terrible weeks that I had went through since the last time I saw Indigo."
• Harbor Spitthorns + + + "Quite the charm, I had said. She is a beautiful tortie and seemed to have some anti-social thing about her. I don't know what though. She was very nice, though. I hope to see her around.
• Indigo Wintertrap + + + "From the first time I saw her to the last, I loved her. I still do. She seemed to want me to leave that last time I ever touched her. We... -sigh- We mated, and then she told me how much she loves Ash, and then I ran. I know the kits hate me. But I love them, as much as I love their mother. offspring: Lion Wintertrap, Striker Wintertrap, Kestrel Wintertrap, Lynx Wintertrap, and Puma Wintertrap
• Ash Firestar + + + "So what, Indigo loves him. I really hate this guy... He makes me sick, everytime I think his name. I wish he never was born. He stole her from me."
• Wolf Sharpstone + + + "I go to the barn and he's there... I start hunting and he starts yelling at me and then he says something about Indigo annoying. I get really angry. And then we go fishing. -shrug- We didn't get along the greatest, and I hope I don't have to see him for a while.
"I really never met the guy, well...of course I met him. But, I never really got to know him. I wish I had...but...I still don't understand. I don't hate him, I don't like him. In my social status, he's just there."
I hope that's ok, Stellar. It's how Ash feels. I think I've made him too nice. WAAAY to nice, but, I guess that's how he would feel. *shrugs* whatevs.
Post by Indigo Wintertrap on Nov 1, 2008 20:01:57 GMT -5
INDIGO SAYS ...
I don't know how a simple friendship got so messed up. It was good while it lasted and now it's over. He was an amazing friend and I'll always remember that. It's what makes it so hard that we can't see each other anymore. Because I do love Stellar, honestly, I do. I always will but I can't be with him and that's just how it is. I did what I did because I had to make sure he didn't love me anymore. He needs to move on.
It's so hard to see him in the kittens every day. They're so much like him. He would have been an amazing father. But there's no way that could ever happen now. Because I have no clue where he is and because it will just be worse if he sees me again, even for a short while. If I see him. It's so hard. But there's another reason too and it's the hardest part, He hates me now. And so he should. He should have long ago with all the hurt I caused him. And now he hates me over a lie that I made him believe. He thinks I used him and I never cared about him but he's wrong, dead wrong. I love Stellar Snowpaw. And he hates me. I used to think that even with all our ups and downs, we could find some way to still be friends, at the very least. To still be a part of each other's lives. But now I just don't see how that's possible.