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Post by calypsomatchmaker on Mar 23, 2008 15:07:05 GMT -5
Name:Calypso Matchmaker Gender: Male Date of Birth: May 3 2005 Height: 25 Sexual Preference: Bi-Sexual Status: Not Neutered
Coat Color: Silver Coat Pattern: Tabby Eye Color: Blue Fur Length: Long Appearance Extra: Scar on ear
History: When Calypso was a young cat, he met a beautiful she cat named Dolly. She lived in the house next to him and she was a gorgeuos orange tabby. When Calypso was one year old, he mated with Dolly. They never had any kittens but Calypso was still very proud to have such a beautiful and kind cat for a mate.
But a tragedy arose in his neighbourhood and caused not just his and Dolly's owners to grow sick, but Dolly aswell. Calypso would be by her side 24/7 and would sleep by her side. But she never managed to fight the sickness like their owners, and he watched her take her dying breath. Her last words are still implanted in his memories, they were, "I love you Calypso, nothing will ever change that".
After she died, Calypso always felt alone and depressed. He decided to run away from his home, trying to get rid of his depression and grievences for Dolly. He lived life with such depressed veiws. He avoided every other cat and he never ever smiled. But soon, dreams of Dolly's death darkened his spirit even more. He ran farther away from what used to be his home, and started roaming through towns.
The first town that he roamed through was called Nergensile, he lived there in a dump for a while. He still felt depressed though, so he decided to move on and find a new "home" for a while. The next town he came across had an acrid smell to it and he only stayed there for a few days. Slowly when he would see other cats of any gender...(from a very far distance) he would feel feelings towards them, and that was when he realised he was bi.
By now, he was almost two years old and he was never in one place for too long. One horrible night he had a dream about Dolly and her last words. In the morning he woke up, and he felt slighty less depressed, but then when he no longer could hear her soft voice, he felt even worse than usual. He felt so bad that he almost commit sucicide by drowning himself. The only thing that stopped him from doing so was the fact that there was a fence between him and the river. Finaly he roamed upon Nenbrook. The first place that he wanted to find out was the dump. He liked the smell of garbage and he had as much food as he wanted.
Personality: Caly has a very bad outlook on life, he believes that no one can ever be happy. He is not afraid of anything, that is except for socializing. He doesn't want to become attached to anyone because he is afraid to lose them. Deep down in inside he is sweet and caring, but that is masked by his depression.
He is a pesimist, and feels that because he is depressed, no one should ever be happy. He feels empty but he feels as if that is a good punishment that Dolly died. Even when he remembers Dolly's last words, they only make him feel worse. The only time that he wasn't so dark and gloomy, was when he was with Dolly. Even before that he was still dark and gloomy.
When he was with Dolly, he was always optimistic, but her dying had changed him. Most of the time he feels anger towards Dolly, for making his depression worse. When they were together, he loved her til her death, and now he hates her after it.
He hides who he is from everyone and never lets anyone in. He doesn't want to expose his soft side, he doesn't even believe that he has a soft. He thinks that the only time he did was when he was with Dolly.
Before he was with Dolly, he was also depressed, except in a different way. Now, he shows his depression, but when he was younger he used to pretend to be happy. But after Dolly, he gave up on preteneding so he could just be himself.
Because he hasn't talked to anyone in a long time. He is shy, and he would probably do anything to get away from them. When he was younger he had a friend, and that was what made him pretend to be happy, which shows that he can be changed by someone willing to take the time to help him.
The only things that Caly isn't shy of, is humans, he feels bad for them. But that is the only time that he exposes his soft side. And if anyone mentioned that to him, he would slice you across the ear for insulting him. He loves the night because of it's darkness,and he loves the rain because it is gloomy.
Secretly inside, a little bit of him wants to become better, but to get to that area of his heart, you'll have to dig deep.
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Your OOC Name: Kiwi / Keykey Other Characters On the Site: Violet Wildflower
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