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Post by violetwildflower on Jul 19, 2008 7:24:46 GMT -5
I need to find Rowan. I need to talk to him... Oh, where is he? Violet searched through fisher park. He needed to be here, she had already searched all the other places. She needed to tell him that they were just friends. She needed to know that he didn't like her so that she would get her hopes up.
Where could he be? Just then, a thought came to Violets head. What if he was avoiding her because he cold tell she liked him, But he didn't like her. It all made sense now why she couldn't find her. It all made sense. Violet felt proud o herself for solving it, but also, surprisingly sad. Sad that Rowan did like her. Well, he did like her, but just as a friend. They were just friends.
Violet sat in the sand with defeat. This was out of her control, there was nothing she could do to make him like her. It..... was over. The sting of her own thoughts made Violet wince. But, at least they were true. Violet felt a wave of emptiness lash over her brain and cover it. It was over... Right? Or was she being paranoid and thinking of the worst.
Violet sighed. Well there was only one thing to do. Wait. Wait for Rowan to come and clear her head. And that's what she did.
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Post by rowan on Jul 19, 2008 9:06:43 GMT -5
Here's to all the broken hearts tonight
Rowan trotted down the main road, refusing to admit defeat. He'd been searching for Violet all day now and with no luck. He needed to talk to her and tell her that he had made up his mind. He loved her and he wanted to be with her now and forever. He'd explain the Dapple situation with her and he hoped dearly that she wouldn't mind. There was no reason for her to mind, Dapple was now only considered a friend in Rowan's mind, maybe even not that. He had no feelings for her, he just needed to set things straight. Hopefully Violet was alright with that, hopefully she'd understand. Her scent caught his nostrils and he froze. He was nearing the park. Maybe she was there!
His ears pricked up of their own accord and he began to run, dashing up the path into the park, his bright eyes landing on her still form. "Violet!" He blushed; maybe that had been too dramatic. He grinned and slowed, trotting over to the pretty she-cat. Just the sight of her was enough to excite him. He loved her so much. He'd been blind to think that maybe she was just a friend. He loved her, that was the honest truth of it. And he was going to tell her that now and pray to the gods that she had feelings for him too. They were perfect together, she had to. But still, he felt more nervous than he'd ever been in his entire life.
"Violet," he repeated, softly this time, leaning in towards her with a soft smile. "Violet, there's something I want to tell you." He hesitated. Now what? Just blurt out that he loved her? Shouldn't he be thinking about this more before acting so rashly? No! Screw thinking, he'd thought the matter over enough already. He loved Violet, he knew that with all of his heart and even if she didn't return the feelings, he had to tell her or he'd never be able to live with himself. He smiled at her, biting her lip with a trace of anxiety. This was it. The big moment.
Here's to all the fall-aparts tonight
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Post by violetwildflower on Jul 19, 2008 9:14:27 GMT -5
Violet saw Rowan walking towards her. Finally she could tell him. "Wait Rowan, I need to tell you something too. I think we should just be friends" Violet knew deep down that that wasn't what she felt for him. She knew she liked him, but she didn't want to make things awkward between them. Violet smiled at Rowan hoping to lighten her mood. Wait... thought Violet, deep down inside me? What about about the the wall was... gone. Rowan had lifted off her. And now, looking down inside of her, Violet knew that she loved him. It didn't mater if he loved her she loved him, and she knew it. She could see that Rowan was beginning to feel a bit uncomfortable. She stared into his dreamy green eyes and let herself get lost.
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Post by rowan on Jul 19, 2008 9:20:27 GMT -5
Here's to all the girls and boys
Rowan smiled, taking a step back. "Go ahead," he replied with a grin. Violet could tell him whatever she had to say first. And then he could tell her that he loved her. "I think we should just be friends..." Rowan took another step back, shock evident in his expression. "Y-you... wh-what?" he managed to croak. It felt like the sky was closing in around him. His world was suddenly so much small and he could hear the buzz of mocking laughter filling his ears. He screwed his eyes shut for an instant and opened them again. But the laughter continued and Violet was still there. Nothing had changed.
His breathing with increasing in speed, coming heavily now... he fet like he was hyperventilating. Violet didn't like him. She just wanted to be friends. He'd know this was a likely possibility but... he still hadn't told he that he loved her. And now that he knew that she didn't feel the same way it would be so hard. Pain etched his face and he took another step away from the beautiful she-cat. "G-Good," he managed to spit out, choking on the words. "I think that's good." But the words were like poison to him and it was evident from his tone that he was lying through his teeth to her. There was no point pretending - it was obvious that he was broken.
"I'll just... go now," he whispered softly, not seeming to have the voice for more words. He turned away, his heart feeling like lead in his chest. Cursing the love that had filled him with so much joy and was no strangling him, Rowan began to walk away, his secret weighing heavy in his cheast. He couldn't take it, no matter how she felt. He turned around, his eyes blazing. "But just know, Violet...
I love you."
Who lost their joy
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Post by violetwildflower on Jul 19, 2008 9:29:26 GMT -5
What? He loves me? Violet stood in shock. How could he love her, it was like a dream come true. "Wait! Rowan. I love you too, I just never thought that you liked me. And I didn't want to chance it and possibly lose our friendship. I love you. The way you make all my worries go away, and the way you look at me, you are just.... Perfect" Violet smiled at him. How stupid was she? She thought that he didn't like her? " Oh, and one more thing, Rowan, I want to be with you... Forever" After getting that off of her chest Violet felt like she could fly. She was with Rowan. And nothing else in the world could make her any happier than to be with the love of her life. Rowan, her perfect cat.
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Post by rowan on Jul 19, 2008 9:36:48 GMT -5
Rowan felt numb with disbelief. A roaring sensation filled his ears but it was the good kind this time. She... loved him? She wasn't just saying that, was she? No, that wasn't the kind of thing that you lied about in order to make someone feel better. So... She really did love him. "Violet," he said softly, finding himself suddenly incapable of words. "I love you too," Well of course, he'd already blurted that out. "I love how you are like no one else I've ever met, you're so energetic and full of life and you brighten the world wherever you go."
He reached out to nuzzle her gently as she finished. "And I want to be part of your life too. And you'll be a part of mine." He touched his nose to her cheek gently and then drew back. "So, Violet Wildflower, the most gorgeous she-cat in the entire world... Will you be my mate?" Dapple was the least of his worries right now. He'd explain that later. Besides, he already sort of had. And it was obvious now that he had chosen Violet over her. He smiled, reaching out again to nuzzle the base of her ear. He just couldn't get enough of her.
They let it get away
OOC: Sorry so short  But shall we say they mated??  |
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Post by violetwildflower on Jul 19, 2008 13:32:13 GMT -5
Rowan's intoxicating voice filled Violet ears. "Yes, Rowan Brokendaze, I, Violet Brokendaze would like to be your mate" Violet pause. "Who wouldn't?!" Giggling Violet nuzzled up to her new mate, and only mate she would ever have. Her beloved Rowan Brokendaze. Now she could say whatever she wanted to and she could spill out her feelings. Violet, for the first time in her life, felt actually happy. Before, she had thought that she was happy, but had never experienced the "Every thing's perfect" kinda happy feel. Violet guessed that that feel only came with love. And she sure was in love. Violet's love for Rowan had been quite confusing at the start. But now that everything was ut in the open. I just felt so good. I just felt so right. Rowan just felt so right... for Vi.
OOC: So now they mate.
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But shall we say they mated?? 